I skipped my gym for a solid 1 week. After sending them at the airport this morning, I quickly attend the 'Body Combat' class and true enough, the energy was "ke laut".. Damn..!
2011, I am a new me. We have decided to call off our relationship of 1 year. It is sad especially when I read the previous posts about our happiness. Hmmm then again it's just another experience for me. Just now mom told me about something.. The stories goes like this :-
Lil Bro : Ma, it's been a while since the last visit of that man.
Ma : They've broke up.
Lil Bro : Oooo that's ok. She'll find another boyfriend next week... Just like before!
Okay2, true enough. I found my new love. It's kinda fast actually. Will this going to be my true love? He is my King Charming. He is so good to be true. I never imagine in life meeting and falling in love with somebody like him. Will take it slow no matter how...
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
15 days to welcome 2011
My last writing was on September.. Wow! Seriously time flies in just a blink of an eye. 2010, what can I say, full of good and bad memories but I'm not complaining. Those memories grooms me well. Never a bit I regret it. Gradually, I understand and learn from mistakes.
The 1st half months of 2010 giving me a full disaster - had a fight with a moron over a boy who doesn't even love her, lost my girlfriends because of some misunderstanding about a man that I don't even have a little bit of heart on him, getting involve with stupid man that up to date still trying hard to be nice and buzzing me on YM after what he did to me and my girlfriend, bad mouthing me and her plus the backstabbing part- hallo???.. gosh!!
The 2nd half of 2010 was awesome. Eliminating people that is not worth in your life really gave me a peace of life. There's no point in correcting things that they do not wish to listen. It is worthless too to be good with some person that once bad-mouthing you and now pretending to be "there's-nothing-happen-between-us-actually". It is better for me to move on and get a life and this is my life. I'm doing whatever I feel I want to do.
That one place I went recently really changed me a lot. My point of view is different, what I'm seeing now, my perspective, people I'm friend with, how I bring myself towards others, one thing I can say - ignorance is gold. The more u care less about people around you the more u value yourself. Our life is too short to hate people or to care about others. People come and people go. That's the thing you have to learn and adapt.
About 15 days left to say goodbye to 2010 and welcomes 2011. Like any other year, I have no resolutions as i tend to fail it. To all people who have read this entry, sincere from my heart, I would like to apologize for all my wrongdoings throughout this year. Thanks for all the memories. It has been a pleasure to be with you directly or indirectly. Bye bye 2010.. =)
The 1st half months of 2010 giving me a full disaster - had a fight with a moron over a boy who doesn't even love her, lost my girlfriends because of some misunderstanding about a man that I don't even have a little bit of heart on him, getting involve with stupid man that up to date still trying hard to be nice and buzzing me on YM after what he did to me and my girlfriend, bad mouthing me and her plus the backstabbing part- hallo???.. gosh!!
The 2nd half of 2010 was awesome. Eliminating people that is not worth in your life really gave me a peace of life. There's no point in correcting things that they do not wish to listen. It is worthless too to be good with some person that once bad-mouthing you and now pretending to be "there's-nothing-happen-between-us-actually". It is better for me to move on and get a life and this is my life. I'm doing whatever I feel I want to do.
That one place I went recently really changed me a lot. My point of view is different, what I'm seeing now, my perspective, people I'm friend with, how I bring myself towards others, one thing I can say - ignorance is gold. The more u care less about people around you the more u value yourself. Our life is too short to hate people or to care about others. People come and people go. That's the thing you have to learn and adapt.
About 15 days left to say goodbye to 2010 and welcomes 2011. Like any other year, I have no resolutions as i tend to fail it. To all people who have read this entry, sincere from my heart, I would like to apologize for all my wrongdoings throughout this year. Thanks for all the memories. It has been a pleasure to be with you directly or indirectly. Bye bye 2010.. =)
Monday, September 20, 2010
Lousy Day
Today is the most lousiest day I had. Well, after a long break - cuddling Lil Bel most of the time - cum Raya celebration, I'm on my laziest mode. It's an awkward feeling I had night without Lil Bel. No kicking, laughing, crying... Hmmmm I miss her a lot. I hope Dubai is just a kilometer away from home so I can visit her everyday. Aunty miss u a lot darling.... =..(
Sunday, September 19, 2010
18.09.2010
18.09.2010 I'm fully 28 years old.
After breakfast at Kayu, we rushed to Isetan to grab some ingredients for the steamboat. Since we had a lot of rendang, ketupat and all the types of nasi, we have decided to cook something different. Steamboat, perfect for tonight. We had a nice home-made steamboat, tempura and tasty cheese cake bought by Aunty. Yummy...!
I think this is the nicest all-adults birthday celebration. No kids at all. Hehehehe, sounds funny but doesn't matter, they still sing "Happy Birthday" for me. =)
I love my family.... Thanks to all my aunties, uncles, mama, babah, sister and baby...
After breakfast at Kayu, we rushed to Isetan to grab some ingredients for the steamboat. Since we had a lot of rendang, ketupat and all the types of nasi, we have decided to cook something different. Steamboat, perfect for tonight. We had a nice home-made steamboat, tempura and tasty cheese cake bought by Aunty. Yummy...!
I think this is the nicest all-adults birthday celebration. No kids at all. Hehehehe, sounds funny but doesn't matter, they still sing "Happy Birthday" for me. =)
I love my family.... Thanks to all my aunties, uncles, mama, babah, sister and baby...
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Mati Kita Ada 12 Cara
{I got this from one of the blog I've read. No editing. Thanks for sharing..}
Banyak perkara yang perlu kita ketahui.termasuklah mati.ya mati semua yang bernyawa pasti akan mati jua.jadi dunia ini bukan selamanya akan wujud.walaupun dalam dunia ini ada bangsa yang cintakan dunia.
Pagi tadi saya ada terjumpa sekeping kertas diatas meja.bertajuk ”Mati Kita Ada 12 Cara”.12 perkara itu mesti semasa dulu dan sekarang kita masih melakukan lagi dosa itu.tepat pada waktunya untuk menperingati sesama manusia.
Dibawah ini adalah salin.semua tulen tiada diubah.
Mati Kita Ada 12 Cara
1)Berjalan selama 500 tahun ke Padang Masyar tanpa ada tangan dan kaki.
- Hidup di dunia menyakiti hati orang lain
2)Bahagian atas badan menyerupai khinzir
-Hidup di dunia tidak sembahyang (walaupun tertinggal satu rakaat, dikira tidak sembahyang.)
3)Perut sebesar KELDAI penuh dengan kalajengking dan ular
-Hidup didunia tidak keluar zakat
4)Keluar darah sepanjang masa selama 500 tahun
-Hidup di dunia berbohong dalam jual beli
5)Bau busuk lebih dari bangkai
-Hidup di dunia sembunyi kejahatan, tidak taat pada Allah. (cth:- berjudi, minum arak, mencuri)
6)Berjalan selama 500 tahun tanpa ada kepala
-Hidup di dunia beri keterangan palsu (cth:- berbohong dalam membuat tuntutan, perjalanan dan overtime)
7)Keluar darah dan nanah selama 500 tahun perjalanan.
-Hidup di dunia enggan beri keterangan benar di mahkamah. Enggan jadi saksi untuk apa jua kes.
8)Kepala dibawah, kepala di atas.
-Hidup di dunia berzina, sebelum mati tidak bertaubat.
9)Muka hitam, perutnya ada api neraka
-Hidup di dunia makan harta anak yatim
10)Seluruh badan ada penyakit KUSTA dan KUDIS
-Hidup di dunia derhaka pada ibu bapa.
11)Buta hati dan mata, gigi menyerupai tanduk lembu jantan, bibir labuh sampai ke paha dan keluar air kotor dari perut
-Hidup didunia minum arak
12)Muka seperti bulan purnama, lalu atas titian mustaqim seperti kilat dan terus masuk syurga.
-Hidup di dunia buat benda yang baik untuk dapat pahala.
-Jaga sembahyang 5 waktu
-Khusyuk dalam sembahyang
-Sebelum mati sempat bertaubat
Daripada Dia kita datang, kepada Dia jua kita kembali.
{Masya Allah, semoga Allah memberikan petunjuk untuk mendapat yang No. 12 kepada hamba-Nya ini yang lemah. Kuatkan lah iman ku. Amin}
Banyak perkara yang perlu kita ketahui.termasuklah mati.ya mati semua yang bernyawa pasti akan mati jua.jadi dunia ini bukan selamanya akan wujud.walaupun dalam dunia ini ada bangsa yang cintakan dunia.
Pagi tadi saya ada terjumpa sekeping kertas diatas meja.bertajuk ”Mati Kita Ada 12 Cara”.12 perkara itu mesti semasa dulu dan sekarang kita masih melakukan lagi dosa itu.tepat pada waktunya untuk menperingati sesama manusia.
Dibawah ini adalah salin.semua tulen tiada diubah.
Mati Kita Ada 12 Cara
1)Berjalan selama 500 tahun ke Padang Masyar tanpa ada tangan dan kaki.
- Hidup di dunia menyakiti hati orang lain
2)Bahagian atas badan menyerupai khinzir
-Hidup di dunia tidak sembahyang (walaupun tertinggal satu rakaat, dikira tidak sembahyang.)
3)Perut sebesar KELDAI penuh dengan kalajengking dan ular
-Hidup didunia tidak keluar zakat
4)Keluar darah sepanjang masa selama 500 tahun
-Hidup di dunia berbohong dalam jual beli
5)Bau busuk lebih dari bangkai
-Hidup di dunia sembunyi kejahatan, tidak taat pada Allah. (cth:- berjudi, minum arak, mencuri)
6)Berjalan selama 500 tahun tanpa ada kepala
-Hidup di dunia beri keterangan palsu (cth:- berbohong dalam membuat tuntutan, perjalanan dan overtime)
7)Keluar darah dan nanah selama 500 tahun perjalanan.
-Hidup di dunia enggan beri keterangan benar di mahkamah. Enggan jadi saksi untuk apa jua kes.
8)Kepala dibawah, kepala di atas.
-Hidup di dunia berzina, sebelum mati tidak bertaubat.
9)Muka hitam, perutnya ada api neraka
-Hidup di dunia makan harta anak yatim
10)Seluruh badan ada penyakit KUSTA dan KUDIS
-Hidup di dunia derhaka pada ibu bapa.
11)Buta hati dan mata, gigi menyerupai tanduk lembu jantan, bibir labuh sampai ke paha dan keluar air kotor dari perut
-Hidup didunia minum arak
12)Muka seperti bulan purnama, lalu atas titian mustaqim seperti kilat dan terus masuk syurga.
-Hidup di dunia buat benda yang baik untuk dapat pahala.
-Jaga sembahyang 5 waktu
-Khusyuk dalam sembahyang
-Sebelum mati sempat bertaubat
Daripada Dia kita datang, kepada Dia jua kita kembali.
{Masya Allah, semoga Allah memberikan petunjuk untuk mendapat yang No. 12 kepada hamba-Nya ini yang lemah. Kuatkan lah iman ku. Amin}
Friday, August 27, 2010
The darkest cloud above my head
I went to bed quite early last night. I'm too tired with works, plus things that happened suddenly. I thought it was already settled long time ago but it's not..! Is it about time to let go? I'd rather keep myself in silence for the time being. I don't know what making it so hard to understand. I wish I can just fly away to some place - a place that can make me feel alive...
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