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15 days to welcome 2011

My last writing was on September.. Wow! Seriously time flies in just a blink of an eye. 2010, what can I say, full of good and bad memories but I'm not complaining. Those memories grooms me well. Never a bit I regret it. Gradually, I understand and learn from mistakes.

The 1st half months of 2010 giving me a full disaster - had a fight with a moron over a boy who doesn't even love her, lost my girlfriends because of some misunderstanding about a man that I don't even have a little bit of heart on him, getting involve with stupid man that up to date still trying hard to be nice and buzzing me on YM after what he did to me and my girlfriend, bad mouthing me and her plus the backstabbing part- hallo???.. gosh!!

The 2nd half of 2010 was awesome. Eliminating people that is not worth in your life really gave me a peace of life. There's no point in correcting things that they do not wish to listen. It is worthless too to be good with some person that once bad-mouthing you and now pretending to be "there's-nothing-happen-between-us-actually". It is better for me to move on and get a life and this is my life. I'm doing whatever I feel I want to do.

That one place I went recently really changed me a lot. My point of view is different, what I'm seeing now, my perspective, people I'm friend with, how I bring myself towards others, one thing I can say - ignorance is gold. The more u care less about people around you the more u value yourself. Our life is too short to hate people or to care about others. People come and people go. That's the thing you have to learn and adapt.

About 15 days left to say goodbye to 2010 and welcomes 2011. Like any other year, I have no resolutions as i tend to fail it. To all people who have read this entry, sincere from my heart, I would like to apologize for all my wrongdoings throughout this year. Thanks for all the memories. It has been a pleasure to be with you directly or indirectly. Bye bye 2010.. =)

Lousy Day

Today is the most lousiest day I had. Well, after a long break - cuddling Lil Bel most of the time - cum Raya celebration, I'm on my laziest mode. It's an awkward feeling I had night without Lil Bel. No kicking, laughing, crying... Hmmmm I miss her a lot. I hope Dubai is just a kilometer away from home so I can visit her everyday. Aunty miss u a lot darling.... =..(

18.09.2010

18.09.2010 I'm fully 28 years old.

After breakfast at Kayu, we rushed to Isetan to grab some ingredients for the steamboat. Since we had a lot of rendang, ketupat and all the types of nasi, we have decided to cook something different. Steamboat, perfect for tonight. We had a nice home-made steamboat, tempura and tasty cheese cake bought by Aunty. Yummy...!

I think this is the nicest all-adults birthday celebration. No kids at all. Hehehehe, sounds funny but doesn't matter, they still sing "Happy Birthday" for me. =)

I love my family.... Thanks to all my aunties, uncles, mama, babah, sister and baby...

Mati Kita Ada 12 Cara

{I got this from one of the blog I've read. No editing. Thanks for sharing..}

Banyak perkara yang perlu kita ketahui.termasuklah mati.ya mati semua yang bernyawa pasti akan mati jua.jadi dunia ini bukan selamanya akan wujud.walaupun dalam dunia ini ada bangsa yang cintakan dunia.

Pagi tadi saya ada terjumpa sekeping kertas diatas meja.bertajuk ”Mati Kita Ada 12 Cara”.12 perkara itu mesti semasa dulu dan sekarang kita masih melakukan lagi dosa itu.tepat pada waktunya untuk menperingati sesama manusia.

Dibawah ini adalah salin.semua tulen tiada diubah.

Mati Kita Ada 12 Cara

1)Berjalan selama 500 tahun ke Padang Masyar tanpa ada tangan dan kaki.
- Hidup di dunia menyakiti hati orang lain

2)Bahagian atas badan menyerupai khinzir
-Hidup di dunia tidak sembahyang (walaupun tertinggal satu rakaat, dikira tidak sembahyang.)

3)Perut sebesar KELDAI penuh dengan kalajengking dan ular
-Hidup didunia tidak keluar zakat

4)Keluar darah sepanjang masa selama 500 tahun
-Hidup di dunia berbohong dalam jual beli

5)Bau busuk lebih dari bangkai
-Hidup di dunia sembunyi kejahatan, tidak taat pada Allah. (cth:- berjudi, minum arak, mencuri)

6)Berjalan selama 500 tahun tanpa ada kepala
-Hidup di dunia beri keterangan palsu (cth:- berbohong dalam membuat tuntutan, perjalanan dan overtime)

7)Keluar darah dan nanah selama 500 tahun perjalanan.
-Hidup di dunia enggan beri keterangan benar di mahkamah. Enggan jadi saksi untuk apa jua kes.

8)Kepala dibawah, kepala di atas.
-Hidup di dunia berzina, sebelum mati tidak bertaubat.

9)Muka hitam, perutnya ada api neraka
-Hidup di dunia makan harta anak yatim

10)Seluruh badan ada penyakit KUSTA dan KUDIS
-Hidup di dunia derhaka pada ibu bapa.

11)Buta hati dan mata, gigi menyerupai tanduk lembu jantan, bibir labuh sampai ke paha dan keluar air kotor dari perut
-Hidup didunia minum arak

12)Muka seperti bulan purnama, lalu atas titian mustaqim seperti kilat dan terus masuk syurga.
-Hidup di dunia buat benda yang baik untuk dapat pahala.
-Jaga sembahyang 5 waktu
-Khusyuk dalam sembahyang
-Sebelum mati sempat bertaubat

Daripada Dia kita datang, kepada Dia jua kita kembali.

{Masya Allah, semoga Allah memberikan petunjuk untuk mendapat yang No. 12 kepada hamba-Nya ini yang lemah. Kuatkan lah iman ku. Amin}

The darkest cloud above my head

I went to bed quite early last night. I'm too tired with works, plus things that happened suddenly. I thought it was already settled long time ago but it's not..! Is it about time to let go? I'd rather keep myself in silence for the time being. I don't know what making it so hard to understand. I wish I can just fly away to some place - a place that can make me feel alive...

Kasih Ibu

This entry is purposely in Bahasa Rojak

Orang kata kasih ibu membawa ke syurga dan syurga itu dibawah tapak kaki ibu tp kalau kita dah berkahwin syurga seorang perempuan tu dibawah kaki suami. Zaman skang sama ada ibu / suami masing2 ada yg tak brape nak betul. Kalau macam tu nak ikut yang mana satu?

Neither my x-hubby or my boyfriend, tak pernah ajar derhaka pada ibu. Well, I'm famous with my "garang" attitude. Maybe mom just immune with me. Hope my mom tak pernah ambil hati sgt about my garang-ness. Cakap mmg lepas tapi tak pernah dendam or whatsoever. I don't know, I just can't live without my mom and my dad. Bukan kategori anak manja tapi rasanya dah terbiasa dgn keadaan yg surrounds with adults.

My mom, she's an angel. I do lots of shopping with my mom. You know my mom pun very petite and easy kalau pegi shopping dengan dia. She's up-to-date too. Name it, MNG, Forever 21, Benetton, Massimo Dutti, Zara sume my mom can put on. We share the same size too except for some parts. Well... Even pegi makan pun, she's not too fussy and opened to eat new things. Japanese, Chinese, Western sume lah. Can't you just imagine how fun life would be kalau kita ada mom yang sporting?

"Mom, I feel like going to Pavilion, Ikea, KLCC", "Mom, I feel like eating Japanese at Sagano", "Mom, let's go do hair", "Mom, let's go threading and waxing".. One answer mom will give to me "Ok, bile nak pegi?"

Appreciate mom when she's alive coz kalau dia dah takde, nak appreciate pun dah tak guna.

The Twilight Saga : Eclipse

Yesterday we went to Pavilion to watch Eclipse. It's awesome okay..! More romantic scenes expected from Bella and Edward. Yummm... I don't know, maybe some people doesn't find this movie fascinating or amaze with the love triangle between human, werewolf and vampire but to me, I just enjoy watching it.

See it to believe it...! I'm just another girl who falls in love with both vampire and werewolf. Thank you. =)

Kick Start

I realized now that I've been working for nothing. Like my previous entry, it's an eye opener for me to know that I can save more instead of shopping - that can never satisfy me.

Taking one step above, I start to invest some money and cover myself with the most suitable insurance policy - Life, Medical and benefit for ladies. This is sufficient for now as long as I'm able to pay the monthly contribution constantly. Other than that, I'm striving hard to clear all debts that supposedly never have to be born at the first place.

Moving forward, by end of this year all debts must be cleared and have sufficient cash-in-hand to accomplish all plans - 3 vacations, 3 handbags, 1 PC, 1 mini laptop and 1 phone. I hope I can have my handbags by this year. More Euros please... Banyak nye kene berkorban ni. Puasa sepanjang tahun bagus ni.

Mad Money

I've been working for 7 years. By then I SHOULD have at least RM84,000.00 with an average of at least RM1,000.00 of savings only from my monthly "makan gaji" salary. That doesn't include my bonus and outstation claims that approximately I should have nearly RM150,000.00 to RM200,000.00 "bersih" in my savings account by now. Shit, I could have buy a low cost flat and a brand new imported car "CASH"..BUT I don't have it, thank you very much for spending lots of WASTE and JUNK.

Let's dig out my past spending habit that I think has lead myself to "kemiskinan tegar" :-

1. Buy loads of clothes from Roxy - mainly stupid t-shirt that only lasts after 10 washing.

2. Slimming Center that won't make you any slimmer by asking you "Don't eat this", "Don't eat that" but the fact that you're still fat. Campaigning for more courses to be taken to see wonderful result. Big Liar.

3. Handphones - from Motorola, Nokia, Sony Ericsson, Blackberry, LG, 3G, 2G, u name it.. Best sgt ke if you get to use the latest HP in town? Now I'm just using basic Sony HP. Serves me better.

4. Unnecessary things that was on sale - Well I knew I'm not going to use or wear but bought it just because was slashed up to 70%. Just what I did last Monday - I bought a sticker calendar that was on 50% discount at MPH and now I'm stuck in between. Where the heck I'm going to stick it on???

5. Shoes and handbags. I don't know why I still go for this. Why can't I just buy one good brand and just stick to it instead of having many shoes and handbags without having the liking of any?

If I were to write all, the lists will never end. Summary of the story, I would be having RM200,000.00 in my account if I stop doing this crap earlier. But it's never too late. I'm waking up!!

Happy Mother's Day

I bet each one of you would say "My mommy is the best mommy in the world". I do too. I would never imagine my life without my mom. She's wonderful. A good chef at home, financier - heee~, problem solver, counsellor, etc. The only time I was apart from my mom is when I'm studying in Ipoh for 3 years. Other than that I'm always "Di Bawah Ketiak Mama".

Being a mom is the most wonderful thing happened in life. My little brother gave my sister "Neverfull" by Louis Vuitton for the birth of her daughter. How bad that can be? Ehem, so little brother can I have either "Galliera PM" or the cheaper range - "Speedy", without having any babies?? Or do you need me to give birth first then you'll give me the present? Okay, I will - I'll find a man who can pay RM10k for the birth of my child at PCMC right away. Anything for a Louis Vuitton. =P ceh~

But still why some mommies have the guts to "dump" their own little babies? Baaaddd mommies.. I'm against abortion and dumping babies. You guys are the most evil human that should be eaten by crocodile or shark or should be hanged to death. Okay I'm a bit emotional and carried away. Sorry if any of the readers feel offended by the statement. Having my niece at home I realize that they want to be loved, to be pampered, to have all the attention any human can give them. How adorable they are. So if you're not ready to be a mom, don't be. If you like sex so much, don't take the risk, wear condoms. Enough with the sad stories.

To all "GOOD" mommy in this world - Happy Mother's Day... And to my mom, congratulations on your graduation day as a new nanny. We love you so much ma.

Welcome To The World My Dear Niece

Friday, 23.04.2010 @ 17.17pm - Prince Court Medical Centre welcome a beautiful and beloved girl to the world. Bundle of joy to us since she's the first grandchild for both my parents.

My sister checked-in to the hospital late night on Thursday after having a mild contraction. Since the dilation is about 1cm, at about 11 am, she was induced and given an epidural. Okay, this is the most famous option for most mom. A way of preventing the contraction pain. About 5pm, my sister was ready to deliver her baby. We're waiting anxiously in her room. I was allowed to enter the Labor Room to take photos or videos only when the baby had safely delivered. When I first enter the room, I was stunt to see a pool of blood on the floor. I saw the doctor working hard to complete the stitching part. One of the midwife was busy comforting the baby and another two helped the doctor. Only God knows how excited I am to be an aunty. Okay the first 2 minutes of video-ing, I'm still standing like a brave lioness, took some pictures, say hi to the baby and suddenly, I fainted on my sister's labor bed. Hahahahaha, sungguh memalukan. The midwife quickly help me and when I'm awake we're all laughing and one of them said "Ingatkan nak cium kakak sbb dah selamat lahirkan baby".. I'm like "Malunyaaaaaaa. Pitam darah.."

It's true some people said that during the labor, it's the mother of pain but just when you see the face of the little ones you've been carrying around for almost 9 months in you, the pain is gone. But whatever, on top of all - I'M AFRAID OF GETTING PREGNANT. Thank you.

Brazilian Wax

Have you ever tried "Brazilian Wax"? For those who have no idea what the hell Brazilian Wax is, it's "depilation of body hair in and around the pubic area". Now get it? What's the feeling after doing it? Like a newborn baby - superb.

Before I was introduced to Strips, I normally go for my monthly brazilian wax at some Indian beauty shop. They spread the wax on your pubic area with the spatula (imagine spreading jam on the bread) then zap it off with a piece of cloth. And yes, they do double-dip. That's my routine for ages but since Strips was opened here, I think I'm in love with them. Comfortable, cleaner, proper procedure and they do not double-dip.

Okay, this is the rough idea of what you'll be expecting when you do your brazilian wax. When you enter the room, normally they provide you with wet tissue to clean up your pubic area. You'll be asked to lie down and choose if you want to try either chocolate wax, hot wax, cold wax, bla bla bla... If you are a first timer, do expect to feel the pain on each zapping. =P but no worry, the well-trained staff is there to help you sooth the burn sensation. They will talked to you so you're actually carried away by the conversation and in 15 minutes, the job done.

So far there are 3 branches in KL. I've tried Strips Bangsar and The Curve but have no chance to go to Sunway's. The price depends on what kind of service you're requesting. Hey, if you dare enough or kinky - hehehe - request for some shapes. Good looking...! Anyway guys, try it - trust me, no more "ikan terubuk masin" smell on your private part.

Introduction

Hello peeps..!

I'm officially deleted the previous blog due to the chaotic situation happened over the past few months - on friendship, family, love life, work, etc. Seems like the presence of the blog will make the situation worst and even harder to handle. The best way is - delete it. Alhamdullilah, it's now over and moving on I see the brighter side of my life =)

Basically, I'll be writing mostly about me. More to come, I'll also includes review on items I've been using or used before, a little bit on fashion - although I'm not a fashionista, restaurants, places, musics, anything. Happy reading...

Lots of LOVE,
XoxO